Look on the bright side.....

I am starting to forget that there is always a bright side to things....But I guess we have our health and thats enough.

Going to see a house today in Queens Village.  I found quite a few listings for other places but they are either way to far from where I want to be or too close to places I want to stay far away from.  Sigh.....

I hope I find something soon.  I am starting to have anxiety attacks over this.

All my savings are gone.  Hannah has not been paid yet and Jason wont get paid at the internship for 5 weeks.  I dont know how I am going to survive the next few weeks....oh and my phone bill is due tomorrow.

We have plenty of food, but I need diapers, transportation money and my vacuum cleaner broke.

Sometimes I want to just pack up Luna and Spike and run away..

other times I want to die.