On and on...

Ok....so I didnt quit....Just took a much needed mental break from this system.

Cant wait to go home to my Angel.  She is starting to miss me more when I'm not around.  It's hurting me :(  She cries for me and she wont say goodbye to me in the mornings.

I think we're going to read a new book tonight and then cuddle.

She's getting so smart.  She's been asking questions lately and sometimes I dont know how to answer.

The system is down.....the system is down...

thump thump thump thump

doodoodoo doo...doodoodoo doo...

EDI is running so sllooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow!  It's making it almost impossible to run my processes...

I quit.....I'm going home..!

First Contact

It was good being "unavailable" to everyone this weekend.  I needed time to regroup.  After being snowed in Friday I was ready to just be alone (other than having the Brood around of course) and just decompress.

My auctions ended and I sold 2 pairs of boots....shipped them this morning...

Folded laundry...cleaned my room...

Played with my Angel...read a lot of books....taught her to ask "whats the matter?"

Caught up on sleep....I really needed it...

Caught up on emails....had way too many..

Made a meatloaf...It wasnt that good :(

Wrote a first draft and character bios.....Needs more work...


I think I got my first message from Justine when I got into the office.  We caught up a little.  Seems we're both feeling a little off today.  I personally think its way too much coffee.  I always get ill around this time, and its usually from the caffeine.  Don't know why I always need so much help waking up at the beginning of the year.

Feeling a little jittery..

I cant wait to get home.  I think I'm going to have pasteles tonight..

George

Why the fuck is George coming around again.  We just don't get along.  It's worse than with Hank.  He is so set in his ways and doesn't like change.  I told him before I dont want to even entertain the idea of being with a person who will not bend. 

He seems to think if he wears me down I will concede.  I keep asking him to go away.  He seems very controlling and I dont want to feel trapped again.

Not to mention the biggest factors are Luna and my girls.  he is highly allergic to cats and hinted that I should get rid of them for "Luna's sake".  Then he kept whining about how Luna is small and he is concerned that we wont have any alone time.  Well what the fuck do you want me to do George?  get rid of her too?  Asshole. 

It's just not worth it and I want him to leave me alone!

New Year...

I signed on today to see that my total all time views are 1111.  I was a little taken aback.  It just feels so much like the story is starting to spill over into everyday life.  It's intriguing.

The number 1111 is usually associated with a doorway into the midworld.  The people inside, sometimes called the Midwayers, are supposed to be able to cross over to our world when someone notices the time on their digital clocks, watches, etc.

The Midwayers are vital to my character's progression from a frightened child to a fierce woman.

Its helping me in a way continue with my own journey.

I cant wait to see where it leads me.